( PRIVATE; 100% unhackable )

Who here has managed to wish for their tent? I've been trying to get the elephant back, but either the room still hates me or it's just ignoring me, because nothing's working.

It's all right, though! I don't mind sleeping out in the open. It kind of takes me waaay back, before Christmas, when that's basically what I did. Good thing the couches are comfy, at least! (Of course, it probably helps that I have the best pillow in the world. ♥)

Hmm. I feel like having a party. No idea why.

Last night was... interesting.

... Right.

I've been keeping an eye out and apparently a lot of new people have been coming in, so if anyone's reading this, hey guys! I'm Sora. There are... six of me (I think?? I don't really know anymore!), so you might get confused, but I'm a ninja, and from Konoha, and I live in the giant wooden elephant off to the side from the... couch area and stuff. Nice to meet you, and welcome to the room! It's not as bad as a lot of people say it is, really. Just, um, try not to get it mad? Yeah.

-- HEY SORA! We've gotta meet up sometime to work on that comic, remember? I've already thought up this great idea, involving everyone in the room. But we should talk about it! Uh, later today I should be in the kitchen. If you're not busy, we should meet up there?

Annnd, Kairi? Riku? What would you guys think about spending about a week camped out in the ninja training box from tomorrow on? Like old times! I think it'd be fun. ♥

Hmm. It's still sort of weird trying to get used to having my body back after all this time, but I'm really glad Larxene doesn't have it anymore but I'm glad that whole thing's over and done with.

Even if having a cat tail was pretty cool.

This time, I'm keeping my promises.

I won't forgive myself if I don't.

Riku... whatever happens, I'm sorry.


[comments "screened." so... threads should be automatically private. <3]

That said, I think I'm gonna try using my journal more than I have been, 'cause putting everything that's happened lately in one post is hard. I've probably forgotten about a thousand things I've been meaning to write down so I can remember them later on... oh well.

1. ♥

2. Kairi's here! This is obviously really really awesome. The weird thing is that... well, apparently, I never left home for her. So there's another me out there somewhere -- not just another Sora, but another me-Sora. I probably shouldn't be too surprised, but it's just... strange to think about, I guess? I mean, at first there were different worlds, like the place Matt's from, and then there were different dimensions, like where all the other ninjas are from, and then different times, like for Obi and Naruto, and now... yeah, I'm just going to stop thinking about it. Anyway, I've said this everywhere but here, so: HEY KAIRIIII. I MISSED YOU.

3. Does... has anyone seen Roxas? My -- the Roxas from my world. I haven't in a while, and I keep getting this feeling like I failed again he isn't. I think I might go have a look around the room, if he's just hiding his chakra for some reason.

4. I'm glad it's been so quiet recently. (I mean, quieter than it could be, that is.) You know what I realized? Obi, even though we're game masters, we totally haven't been using the ninja box. We should go check it out later! I've been meaning to show it to Kairi, too.

5. ...Is it just me, or is that music I hear outside sort of like the music we heard in the ninja strip club? Right. Not leaving the elephant. Got it.


[strike harder to hack the closer you are to him. therefore, v. easy for strangers. it b tricky, y.]

Ha, this thing's getting dusty. It fell off my night stand for no reason at all and hit me in the face (yeaaah, I was on the floor. don't ask.) just now, so I figured it probably wants... attention, or something. I wonder if it's alive. It doesn't make sense, but when you think about it, it'd be kind of interesting, wouldn't it? Maybe a bunch of people were kidnapped by the room a while ago and their spirits were taken and put into these journals and we're supposed to unlock them somehow, in order to free the spirits and -- ahaa, maybe these are where the creepy voices come from! it'd make sense, sort of! it forces us to do stuff and maybe there's a reason. like we're supposed to find hints in all the things we've -- ...

...I'm probably talking crazy, aren't I. conspirational theories and Sora don't mix well together when Sora woke up five minutes ago, maybe.

uhh. So I guess this is where I recap my life since my last post, huh? Okay, well, I was on a mission back in my world before I came back here. It was a pretty easy escort job to the Land of Snow, but then it turned out the person we were escorting wasn't actually the person we were supposed to be escorting and uh, it got kind of messy when these huge guys jumped out of a snowbank and attacked. We actually managed pretty well, for a Genin team! I think. I don't really know what happened, because I mean, one second I was dodging a Suiryuudan and the next I was sitting on top of my elephant and it was back to daily room life.

I've... been trying to reach Riku, to see if he's back home and okay, but I just checked and I think his journal's disappeared. That doesn't even happen when someone's died and hanging out somewhere to be brought back. But, he's gotta be okay. I'm positive he is, no matter what's happened. Though the timing sort of totally sucks, since I think I was starting to feel like a best friend again. A real best friend, you know? It's... it was nice. I haven't felt like that in a while.

[VOICE POST]

Wow, this is still connected?

...Guess I shouldn't be surprised, really.

But uh, anyway. Stuff's happened. I can't really say much about it right now -- waiting for ramen! -- but... it looks like it's possible to die and come back. I think the room still holds power over us, even back in our homeworlds. It kind of makes me wonder exactly how powerful they've gotta be. In control of space, time, all dimensions and worlds across the universe... sheesh.

Hey Riku? We should probably talk and figure out what we're going to tell people. Selphie is pretty much still planning our wedding, even if I don't remember getting... engaged in the first place. Uhh. Yeah, and anyway, Tidus and Wakka have been bugging me all morning about where we've been. I haven't come across Leon-sensei yet. This is probably a good thing for my physical well-being, though I kind of missed him. Man, there's probably a ton of stuff to catch up on here, huh? Especially training... but you know, for once, I don't think I'm complaining.

[ clinkclink. snap. ]

Ramen's ready! See you guys later~.

Hi.

Congratulations, you've just met the happiest person in all universes and worlds and dimensions ever.

Ever.

Happy New Year's Eve, everyone!

I'm up really early because I wanted to do something special for tonight. I wonder if the room's got something planned, though. It usually does for holidays and stuff, right? Hmm.

Hey, Riku. Whenever you get up, you're going to help me frost this cake, okay? And I have something to ask you, too.

Edit: Ahahah, sorry to everyone who woke up covered in honey. I hope it wasn't that hard to get off? Anyway, it's good for your skin! (Or something. I swear I read that somewhere.)

Edit2: And I didn't do it. No, really!

Edit3: ...nobody's going to believe me, are they. uhh, I'll be... over here... then.

Edit4: Sora, promise me you'll kill me if they feel like torture? Please?

[ooc; though Roxas totally did the honey part, it was agreed by everyone that Sora deserves to take the blame. and no, he's not going to rat him out, either. SO FEEL FREE TO ASSUME~. ♥]

So, I had a great Christmas! Really great, actually. Awesome, even.

Apart from the whole drunk thing. Uh.

...And also the fact that I'm now stuck in a quinzee with Riku, Obito, and lion-Roxas.

I was really surprised to wake up on the couch today. Thanks for moving me, Sora. And for listening and... everything, I guess. I mean it. I'm sorry, too.

Keeping myself distracted by reorganizing the kitchen right now. A mouse scurried by earlier! I fed it crackers instead of ignoring it this time. I wonder if we would've been friends if I was still in that form?

...Riku still isn't back yet. oh, god.

edit: slkdjlkj okay. He's here now. Kairi? Sora? If you wanted to see him, I - I think he's okay. We might've been worrying for nothing.

[FILTERED LOCK; NOT ON FILTER - NIN-RIKU, NIN-ROXAS, C-KAIRI, C-SORA. INVISIBLE. HACKABLE WITH MEDIUM-HARD DIFFICULTY.]

So, hey.

Say you've got a decision to make. And say the longer you take to make it, you're hurting people more every moment. People who are really important to you, who you'd do anything not to have suffer if you could. Thing is, whatever decision you make, you're definitely going to hurt at least one of them. And in the process, you're going to hurt yourself in some way, but that's what matters the least.

Say this is happening to you. What do you do?

I think

There's so much to

I have no idea what I'm even doing anym

I feel like I should be happy, and I am happy but

...agh, this is all coming out wrong. Okay! Let's try again.

Riku? Is here. This is awesome in so many ways. Now if Kairi and Leon-sensei would just show up, and maybe a few of our other friends, I might not even want to go - well, okay, I miss the outside and everything so... I still would, but living in this place is definitely a lot better than it was a month ago! I mean, the creepy voice gets creepier every time it shows up I can't believe I was raped by a wall but it's not so bad! It seems to at least have a brain and thoughts, which is a million times easier to deal with than... making wishes and hoping they work.

Hey, speaking of! Question~

If you could only have one wish after ending up here, what would it be?

...And now, apparently, it's raining. So I'm going to put this away before it short-circuits or something. (What do these things even run on, anyway?)

Roxas, we need to talk. I still l I'll try to find you later today, if you're not busy, okay?


[last strike only hackable by Roxas. the rest are visible~.]

( I am, I want, and so on. Tagged by Plusle~! )

1. Reply to this post with five (or more!) questions you want to ask me. They can be serious or foolish, I don't care! Get personal if you want.
2. I'll reply to your questions on this journal or in a comment.
3. Do the same thing with your journal so I can ask you pointless questions.

Ha. I've been asking people questions all over the place. These things are fun.

...And I'm going to keep this here just to make sure Riku doesn't cheat we don't forget.
[Running Score: Riku; 1 | Sora; 1]