[ 三十六 ] It's... different. I can't really explain what it's like, trying to remember something that doesn't exist. It's sort of like -- like having a box, right in your hands, and you can feel that it's heavy and you just know, you just have this gut feeling that there's gotta be something amazing inside it, but... you open it and it's empty. There's nothing there. Just the box.
... I wonder if it's a little like being a Nobody.
But, I'm okay. I know who I am, and I... I know I'll have them back someday, somehow. It was worth it. And as long as Riku's safe and happy, I have no regrets.
Who here has managed to wish for their tent? I've been trying to get the elephant back, but either the room still hates me or it's just ignoring me, because nothing's working.
It's all right, though! I don't mind sleeping out in the open. It kind of takes me waaay back, before Christmas, when that's basically what I did. Good thing the couches are comfy, at least! (Of course, it probably helps that I have the best pillow in the world. ♥)
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keyofkonoha) wrote,
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